There's something I've been wanting to tell you.
But almost surprisingly, it's like I don't know how to say it.
Which is weird because I'm usually such a wielder of words.
A wordsmith and an artist.
Painting worlds with the words I craft.
Why are none coming to me now?
And for some weeks?
What I've been wanting to share of my world is celebratory..
It's also a grief portal.
It's a clear shift..
And a complete unknown.
It's something I'd like to share.
And yet, the words have yet to rise from my heart into my defined throat to let you in.
You know those times?
Where it's like there's something you know you could say..
You maybe even want to say..
But the space, or time, or opportunity, or courage, just never seem to ripen into being the moment, now?
That's how I've been feeling.
But if I wait too much longer, you might find out from someone else...
And it's often better to hear it from the source.
Grapevine news is often like a game of telephone. The information that starts is rarely the information heard at the end of the line.
And then you wonder... did they really just watch a giraffe eating pizza?
🤯 what? No sense made. Exactly my point.
Anyways. Now that I've shared all that... I think I'll just leave it here until it's ready.
Timing's everything, ya know?
And I trust in the unfolding.
I believe that when things are ripe to be shared, spoken, released into the world.. they take on a life of their own.
Much like the businesses so many of us run.
And until that point of readiness, sometimes we must just sit in the build up.
Patient.
Devoted.
Attentive.
The time will come..
Or it won't..
But I'm here for it.
Here for all of it.
And sometimes, being present together where no words are needed is the medicine we need.
Sit with me, friend.
While the words escape me.
And the desire to share is an Embodied presence rather than a lineal verbiage.
Witness me as I listen, in service, in fullness, in presence.
And together, we'll discover a realm beyond words. Where we can celebrate and grieve the changing winds.
Where we can embrace and acknowledge.
And we can show up for all of it.
And not only that, but we can embrace the unknowns of it.
