Thank you for all that you have already taught me.
I feel you - showing me the power of my body.. the power of my womb... the power of creation that runs through me.
I have learned to surrender while deciding. I have learned how to expand my energy to encompass a boundless being.
And, more recently... thank you for accompanying me in my dreams and teaching me how you wish to be loved. To be tended to, protected and begin establishing attachment.
It's interesting - you would think through the process of Becoming Mother, that the attachment would be a given... but it is you who have been guiding me into the ways that will suit us both. It feels.... connective.
It feels like I'm not in this alone. Like the changing of my body on a daily basis... the expansion of my spirit through new lessons and expressions as I undo who I once was and become someone.. more.. is not a path that I walk alone.
Yes, of course I have my beloved partner in life alongside me.. tending to me, rubbing me down with lotions, feeding us both with nourishing foods.. He's here too. But he's not able to be within me... well... in some ways but not in others. :-P
He felt you for the first time yesterday! It looked like this realization a separateness between us. It is beautiful to witness him Becoming alongside me.
And though you and I are still One.. I feel too the separateness as you Become as do I, but in such different ways.
Thank you for choosing this body, this heart, this life for this incarnation journey.
We prepare for you as best we can but perhaps even strong than that, we lean into the unknown. Trusting in the unfolding of each present moment.
Feeling, already, your strength. In spirit, character, and body (are you doing flips in there or what?).
I look forward to the continued presence of lessons from here and through life. I choose to always be learning through you. As I do with all of life. I am a student as much as I am a mentor, and a Mother Becoming.
This particular initiation, however, is one I could not have done without you. And your clarity on how you desire to be loved.. how you wish to be shown up for... I appreciate this. I'm here for it. Listening. Witnessing. And willing to be shown the way.
With continuously growing love and presence,
-The Matriarch of the BellHunters.
